Wednesday, November 19, 2008

New Creation in Jesus Christ

On November 19th 2007 I gave my life to JESUS. On Sunday November 18th 2007 my ex girlfriend told me that she wasn't happy and that she need it a break and be friends for a while. For me this was a really bad day and my life was going from good to disaster because she was all that I had. No job, no purpose I toughed my life was meaningless because my idea of a happy life was to be marry. I was sad and heart broken. On Monday November 19th 2007 I had a math class at 8:00am-10:45am. I wasn't paying attention to the teacher and all I could think of was about my life and that I needed to change and make things better and move on. After class Idecided to go to writting center to make up some lab hours for my english class. I found that one of my classmates from math was there in the writting lab. I started to look at him and to think why is he so happy about? so I got near him and try to make a conversation with him because I really wanted to hear from someone who is happy. We started talking and he ask me if there was something wrong and I said that everything in my is wrong then he continued to try to find out more about what was going on in my life. I needed it to talk to someone so I told him everything that was going on in my life. He then asked me if i wanted to go outside the writting lab to talk more freely. After 1 hour of talking to him he asked me If he can pray for me and I said "yeah, why not". He prayed for me and I didn't felt any different. Then I realize that all I need is to find God in my life so i decided to go across the street to Calvary Chapel Norco to try to talk to someone about God and how can I find Him. I talked to Jeremy and Brian in the church office for about 4-5 hours. I was asking questions and trying to find out about God. I wanted God to heal me and to give me a new beggining and a new goal. Jeremy and Brian didn't make me a Christian. It was God himself who after all these years I reject him and followed my own ways and that day I choosed to follow Him instead of my ways. The answers I wanted to find Jeremy and Brian didn't answer, but after that day God showed me step by step the answers I was looking for. I felt different, secured, peaceful and over all things I knew I found what most of the people desire and long for in their lifes which is a true meaning for life. I knew I found happyness and loved in Him whom died for my sins. Its being one year since I became a Christian and nothing has changed at all. I still struggle with things and my life isn't where I wanted to be two years ago but the only thing that has'nt change and will never change is that JESUS CHRIST saved me and loves me for who I am. He is always with me. Wherever I go I know He is there with me. My relationship with Him is getting stronger every single day. There is nothing I desire more in this earth that to be with Him. But I know He has called me to serve Him before I go to be with Him. He has shown me the power of His majesty. I seen Him work in my life and in the life of others that I care. I know there is no time to stay back and do nothing. The end is coming soon and people need to hear the gospel and be saved through JESUS CHRIST. So I ask whoever is reading this to pray for me and to pray for all the missionaries who are serving JESUS arround the world.

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